I Can’t (by TG Muse)
I can’t breathe anymore. My heart hurts too much and I don’t know if I can carry on. This is different. I want to feel the ache of submitting to him. Not the hollow feeling that’s left. It hurts, I keep trying to make it stop. I keep flashing on sucking his cock, I can still feel it if I close my eyes.
Today I’ve promised I won’t feel this, I will pick myself up. I will get all dolled up and stop crying. I will not let him truly break me. Today I will go forward. (I still miss him!)
I need to get over him. For my own submissive soul? I can’t be his girl anymore.
this is when she misses Him the most